LONELINESS ( E.D.)

          HERE IAM THINKING OF YOU WHILE MY EYES

          FILL WITH TEARS. I FEEL SO LONELY.....

          WHAT HAPPENED?  WHAT HAPPENED  TO ALL

          THE HAPPINESS WE DREAMED OF ?  WHAT

          HAPPENED TO ALL OUR DREAMS?  TO ALL

          THE THINGS WE WERE GOING TO DO  TOGETHER....

          TO THE LOVE THAT I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER

          DIE.  IT ISN'T FAIR....WE COULD HAVE BEEN SO

          HAPPY...BUT DESTINY IS SUCH  A TREACHEROUS

          ENEMY!...WHERE ARE YOU NOW? ....WHAT ARE

          YOU DOING WHILE I AM HERE LONGING FOR

          YOU?  DO YOU EVER THINK OF ME? , BECAUSE

          I CANNOT RIP YOU OUT OF MY HEART, NOT EVEN

          FOR ONE SECOND.....I WISH I COULD....HOW COULD

          YOU HURT ME SO MUCH....HOW COULD YOU DESTROY

          MY HEART THIS WAY?   I THINK AND THINK, BUT CANNOT

          UNDERSTAND.; I DON'T THINK I EVER WILL UNDERSTAND.

          HOW CAN YOU BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME WHILE I AM

          DYING WITHOUT YOU?

          BUT, I DON'T HATE YOU...I COULD NEVER HATE YOU.

          I PRAY TO GOD FOR YOU EVERYDAY... I NEVER WANT

          TO SEE YOU HURT THE WAY I AM HURTING.

          GOD BLESS YOU, MY LOVE.  IF YOU EVER THINK OF ME..

          REMEMBER HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU...AND KNOW THAT

          I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU......

         

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